蘇琪（雙語）

過完2010年就該2011年了。

It is 2011 after spending 2010.

我們嗚咽地笑個稀里嘩啦，去年的天空證明我們還在做夢。美的顧不上哭泣，海角看慣的風(fēng)浪，還在洶涌。這次烙一張餅，或生或熟，或圓或缺。沒發(fā)現(xiàn)去年教學(xué)樓前的小榕樹死的蹊蹺，我們竟來去匆匆毫不留戀。校園里的垃圾隨著到處亂刮的風(fēng)在校園里放縱，再放縱?？上奚釅牧说拇白右恢笔?，我們在飛，究竟在怎么飛...

We laugh a cry splinters, last year's sky , we are still dreaming.. Beauty without cry, cape used wind and waves, also in the rough. The bake a cake, or raw or cooked, or round or missing. Didn't find something teaching building small banyan tree died last year, we should hurry did not want to stay. Waste on campus as around blowing wind to indulge in the campus, and indulgence. It's a pity that the broken window of the dormitory has been disrepaired, We are flying, how can we fly...

一走進(jìn)炒菜味四溢的食堂，所有詩意心情，都隨飯缸里剩的水一同倒掉。蘇琪總是刻意邁著不深不淺的步子，比肩打上不開的熱水，也不喝，單單晾在一旁。柳絮在空氣中傾訴散漫，蘇琪一臉平靜。我告訴她只剩下半個月了，她告訴我還有一百年。

Entering the cooking smell of canteen, all of the poetic mood, have to pour out with rice with water in the cylinder. Sookie always begin with is not deep not shallow, on a par in doesn't open the hot water, also do not drink, just hanging on the side. Catkin in the air to loose, suki a face of peace. Only half a month, I told her she told me that there are one hundred.

蘇琪愛喝白開水，不喜歡吃芹菜。常一個人聽三兩首老歌，冰糕一口一口的吃掉，毫不拖延。她不笑，應(yīng)該說不常笑，至少死那天我看到了。語文老師問我的夢想是什么，我說，錢和女人。所有驚訝的表情里，有蘇琪的贊許。所有沒完沒了的吵鬧，在格式化的教室稠膩，隨后稀釋成無味的氣體。蘇琪只是思考著，思考著些什么，我們看不懂的。她把整天的忙碌看成金子在亂石中磨損，記錄每天的損耗。為什么，我們問的為什么誰都不愿解釋，他們也想回避這。蘇琪喜歡找到一個不起眼的角落看遠(yuǎn)處的風(fēng)景，告訴我眼前這一切她也曾想珍惜過。為什么葉子會掉，為什么掉了的葉子沒被收集起。為什么我們走過，為什么我們會有不舍。當(dāng)潮水把怨氣沖向海灘，濺起的水滴只是無助的散落。蘇琪不會記憶，像訥訥的表情，不會刻意留下什么，卻誰都無法忘記。蘇琪把準(zhǔn)備的白色稿紙，用簡單的線紋填滿，晚自修之前再靜靜收起。我目睹的只是不消停課業(yè)困壓下的蘇琪，她有自己的杯子，盛的也只是杯子里的水。一直懷疑，為什么我們不堪，為什么我們承受不起，為什么安靜的孩子會走向遠(yuǎn)方。課桌上那本數(shù)學(xué)書還安放在我的一旁，在解析幾何的第一節(jié)夾著蘇琪童年的相片，甜美的笑僅僅留在了童年。

Suki loves to drink plain boiled water, she doesn't like to eat celery. Often a person listen to two song, sorbet a bite to eat, and without delay. She didn't laugh, should say not often laugh, at least death I saw the other day. Chinese teacher ask what is my dream, I said, money and women. All surprised expression, with suki's approval. All the endless noisy, in the format of the classroom is thick and greasy, then diluted into odorless gas. Sookie just thinking, thinking about what we don't understand. Her busy all day long as gold in the rocky wear and record the daily wear and tear. Why, why do we ask who did not want to explain, they also want to avoid this. Sookie look like find a bleak corner of the distant scenery, told me she had eyes that want to cherish. Why the leaves fall and fall the leaves are not gather up. Why we passed, why do we have. Rushed to the beach when the tide buckets and splashing water droplets is helpless. Sookie not memory, like had expression, not deliberately leave what, who can't forget. Sookie prepared the white paper, fill, with simple lines before night self-study pack up quietly. I witnessed was trapped under the pressure of time school sookie, she has her own cup, sheng is the water in the cup. Have long suspected that, why do we not, why we can't afford to, why would a quiet child goes away. The math book on the desk is placed on my side, on the first day of analytic geometry with suki childhood photos, sweet smile just to stay in his childhood.

只剩一個星期了，突然之間，我很突然。外面的燈火亮得眩暈，我面向她，說，蘇琪我們今晚死掉吧!蘇琪肯定的看了我一眼，然后露出少有的喜悅。她說，怎樣個死法。我講，樓頂一墜就好。她笑笑，不言不語。五分鐘后她問什么時間，我說今晚就好。又是突然，我小心地后悔了這決定，怕她是來真的?？勺詮某醵跞哪莻€假期后，再沒見過蘇琪這樣好的興致。于是我決定死，好吧，一起死。期待的一刻來臨的很快，樓頂有風(fēng)。我們只是站在樓頂邊緣，她說，向母校揮揮手吧。我按著做了，準(zhǔn)備要跳，可是卻被她一把拉住。她說，怎么還來真的啊。我一下子舒心了，那回宿舍吧。她說跳樓死相太難看，怪我沒替她想想，沒把她當(dāng)成女生，呵呵。

Only for a week, all of a sudden, I was suddenly. Outside the bright lights of dizziness, I for her, and said, suki we die tonight! Sookie sure gave me a look, and then show little joy. She said, what a way to die. I speak, it is good to the roof of a drop. She smiled, wordless. Five minutes later she asked what time, I said good tonight. And suddenly, I regret this decision carefully, in great fear that she might come true. Since 2 litres of grade of the vacation, haven't seen suki such a good appetite. So I decided to die, ok, die together. Looking forward to the moment of coming soon, the roof with the wind. We just stand on the edge of the roof, she said, to his Alma mater waved. I according to do, ready to jump, but was she a pull. She said, how also come true. I got comfortable, so back to the dormitory. She said her jump off building was too ugly, I didn't blame for her to think, did not take her as a girl. ha ha.

于是我們來到了險灣，這路上蘇琪竟哼起了歌。我知道我們必死無疑了，我們站在了高高的巖石上，蘇琪說她要像郭晶晶一樣跳進(jìn)去，然后漂向深海。我希望可以死在淺灘，告訴人們我們是怎么死掉的。

So we came to the risk of bay, on the way she sang the song. I know we die, we stand on a high rock, suki said she would like guo jingjing jump in, and then drifted to the depths of the sea. I hope I can die in the shallows,telling people how we die.

只剩兩天了，我又重新回到了教室。旁邊已變成一個空缺，成堆的書還留在這里。我至今不明白，蘇琪撞在礁石上，為什么沒有一點叫聲。

There are only two days, I returned to the classroom again. My side Has become a vacancy, beside the piles of books also stay here. I still don't understand, suki on the rocks, why no a little cry.

四天后...

Four days later...

“我要像郭晶晶一樣跳進(jìn)去，然后漂向深海...”

"I'm going to jump in like Guo Jingjing, and I'm going to drift to the ocean..."

我可以明白了

I can understand.