牛津書(shū)蟲(chóng)系列 雙城記 05 中英雙語(yǔ)

5 Two men speak of love
5 兩個(gè)男人談?wù)搻?ài)情
Twelve months after the death of the Marquis in France, Charles Darnay had become a successful teacher of French in London. He had known, when he came to London, that he would have to work hard to earn his living, and he was successful. He was also in love. He had loved Lucie Manette from the time when his life was in danger in the Old Bailey. He had never heard a sound so sweet as her gentle voice;he had never seen a face so beautiful as hers. But he had never spoken to her about his love. The death of his uncle in France had become, over the twelve months, like a dream to him, but he had said nothing to Lucie of his feelings, nor of what had happened. He had good reason for this.
法國(guó)侯爵死了12個(gè)月之后，查爾斯·代爾那已經(jīng)在倫敦成了一名成功的法語(yǔ)教師。在他前往倫敦時(shí)他就知道自己將不得不靠勤奮的工作謀生。他現(xiàn)在成功了。同時(shí)他還陷入了愛(ài)河之中。還在他的生命在舊巴勒處于危險(xiǎn)的境地時(shí)，他就已經(jīng)愛(ài)上了路茜·馬內(nèi)特。他從未聽(tīng)到過(guò)像她那么甜蜜的聲音，他也從未見(jiàn)過(guò)她那么美麗的臉龐。可他從未向她表白過(guò)愛(ài)慕之情。他在法國(guó)的叔叔的死在12個(gè)月之后，對(duì)他來(lái)說(shuō)已經(jīng)成了一個(gè)夢(mèng)。但他沒(méi)有對(duì)路茜說(shuō)過(guò)他的感受，也從未提起過(guò)所發(fā)生的事情。對(duì)此他自有理由。
But one day in the summer he came to Dr Manette's home in London. He knew that Lucie was out with Miss Pross, and he had decided to speak to her father. Dr Manette was now strong in body and mind, and sad memories of his long years in prison did not come back to him often. When Darnay arrived, the Doctor welcomed him warmly.
但是夏季的一天他去到倫敦馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生家。他知道路茜和普羅斯小姐出去了。他已決定要和她的父親談一談。馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生的身心現(xiàn)在都已很強(qiáng)壯，過(guò)去漫長(zhǎng)的監(jiān)獄生活的悲傷記憶已不常浮現(xiàn)在他眼前了。代爾那來(lái)時(shí)，醫(yī)生熱情地歡迎了他。
'Dr Manette, ' said Darnay, 'I know that Lucie is out. But I have come here today to speak to you.'
“馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生，”代爾那說(shuō)，“我知道路茜出去了。但我今天到這兒來(lái)是想和您談?wù)劦摹?rdquo;
There was a silence.'Do you want to speak to me about Lucie?' asked the Doctor, slowly.
一陣沉默。“你是想和我談?wù)劼奋绲陌?”醫(yī)生慢慢地問(wèn)道。
'Yes. Dear Dr Manette, I love your daughter dearly. If there was ever love in the world, I love Lucie.'
“是的，親愛(ài)的馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生，我深深地愛(ài)著您的女兒。如果這世界上有愛(ài)情的話，那么我就愛(ài)路茜。”
'I believe you, ' said Dr Manette sadly.' It's very hard for me to speak of her at any time, but I believe you, Charles Darnay. Have you spoken to Lucie about your love?'
“我相信你，”馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生憂傷地說(shuō)。“任何時(shí)候談起她對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)都很困難，但我相信你，查爾斯·代爾那。你對(duì)路茜表白過(guò)你對(duì)她的愛(ài)了嗎?”
'No, never. I know how much your daughter means to you, Dr Manette. Her love for you, and your love for her, these are the greatest things in your life, and in hers. I love Lucie. With all my heart I love her. But I do not want to come between you and her. The two of you will never be separated because of me.'
“沒(méi)有，從來(lái)沒(méi)有過(guò)。我知道您女兒對(duì)您來(lái)說(shuō)多么重要，馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生。她對(duì)您的愛(ài)和您對(duì)她的愛(ài)都是您的及她的生命中最重要的東西。我愛(ài)路茜，全心全意地愛(ài)她。但是我不想打破你們的關(guān)系。你們兩個(gè)人將永不會(huì)因?yàn)槲叶珠_(kāi)。”
For a moment Dr Manette turned his head away, and his eyes were full of fear, and pain. Then he looked back at Darnay, and tried to smile.
有一陣兒馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生把頭側(cè)轉(zhuǎn)過(guò)去，眼中充滿了恐懼和痛苦。后來(lái)他轉(zhuǎn)過(guò)頭來(lái)看著代爾那，盡力裝出一副笑臉。
'You have spoken very honestly, Charles, ' he said.'Have you any reason to believe that Lucie loves you?'
“你說(shuō)得很誠(chéng)懇，查爾斯，”他說(shuō)。“你有什么理由相信路茜愛(ài)你嗎?”
'None!'
“沒(méi)有!”
'Then what do you want from me?'
“那么你想從我這兒得到什么呢?”
'A promise. A promise that if Lucie ever tells you that she loves me, you will not speak against me, and will tell her what I have said. I know that she would never accept me if she believed that it would make you unhappy.'
“承諾。這個(gè)承諾就是一旦路茜告訴您她愛(ài)我，那么您就不要說(shuō)反對(duì)的話，并且告訴她我所說(shuō)的這些話。我知道如果她認(rèn)為您會(huì)痛苦，那就絕不會(huì)接受我的愛(ài)。”
'I can promise you more than that, Charles. If Lucie ever tells me that she loves you, I shall give her to you.'
“我可以承諾更多的東西，查爾斯。如果路茜告訴我說(shuō)她愛(ài)你，我就會(huì)把她交給你。”
'Thank you, Dr Manette, 'said Darnay, gratefully.'There is one thing more. My name in England is not my real name. I want to tell you what my real name is, and why I am in England.'
“謝謝您，馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生。”代爾那感激地說(shuō)。“還有一件事，我在英國(guó)的名字不是我的真實(shí)姓名，我想告訴您我的真實(shí)姓名，還有我來(lái)英國(guó)的原因。”
'Stop!'said the Doctor. He had even put his hands over his ears.'I don't want to know. Tell me when I ask you. If Lucie agrees to marry you, you shall tell me on the morning of your marriage.'
“打住!”醫(yī)生說(shuō)。他甚至已經(jīng)用手捂住了耳朵。“我不想知道。我問(wèn)你時(shí)你再告訴我吧。如果路茜同意嫁給你，你就要在你們結(jié)婚的那天早晨告訴我。”
It was dark when Darnay left Dr Manette, and it was some time later when Lucie and Miss Pross came home.
代爾那離開(kāi)馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生時(shí)天已經(jīng)黑了。路茜和普羅斯小姐晚些時(shí)候才回家。
'Father, ' Lucie called, 'where are you?' She heard no answer, but there were strange sounds coming from her father's bedroom Frightened, she ran upstairs and found her father, pale and silent, busy at his old prison work of making shoes. The shadow of the Bastille had fallen on him again. She took his arm and spoke gently to him, and together they walked up and down for a long time until at last Dr Manette went quietly to bed.
“爸爸，”路茜喊道，“您在哪兒?”她沒(méi)有聽(tīng)到回答，可是從她父親的臥室里傳來(lái)了些奇怪的聲音。路茜嚇壞了，她跑上樓去見(jiàn)到了父親，臉色蒼白，正在悄無(wú)聲息地忙著做在監(jiān)獄里干的老活計(jì)——做鞋子。巴士底獄的陰影又一次降臨到了他身上。她抓住了父親的手，溫柔地對(duì)他說(shuō)著話，并且和他一起來(lái)來(lái)回回走了很長(zhǎng)時(shí)間，直到最后馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生安靜地上了床睡覺(jué)。
Although Mr Carton visited Dr Manette's house quite often, he usually said very little when he was there. One day in August he arrived when Dr Manette was out and he was received by Lucie. She had always been a little shy with him, but on that day she noticed something different in his face.
盡管卡登先生經(jīng)常拜訪馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生家，但他來(lái)時(shí)總是很少說(shuō)話。8月的一天他來(lái)時(shí)馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生出去了，路茜接待了他。她在他面前總是有點(diǎn)害羞，但在那天她注意到了他的臉上有種不同以往的神情。
'Aren't you well, Mr Carton?' she asked.
“您不舒服嗎，卡登先生?”她問(wèn)。
'No, probably not, Miss Manette, but my way of life is not good for my health.'
“不，大概不是吧，馬內(nèi)特小姐。只是我的生活方式對(duì)健康不好。”
'That seems sad, ' said Lucie gently.'Why do you not change your way of life?'
“那可太不幸了，”路茜柔聲說(shuō)，“您為什么不改變一下您的生活方式呢?”
'It's too late for that. I shall never be better than I am. But, Miss Manette, there is something that I want to say to you, but I find it so difficult. Will you listen to me?'
“那太晚了。我永遠(yuǎn)不會(huì)比現(xiàn)在有什么起色了。但是，馬內(nèi)特小姐，我有一件事想對(duì)您說(shuō)，但又發(fā)現(xiàn)這太難了。您會(huì)聽(tīng)我說(shuō)嗎?”
'If it will help you, Mr Carton, I will be happy to listen to you, ' said Lucie, but she was pale and trembling.
“如果那對(duì)您有幫助的話，卡登先生，我會(huì)樂(lè)意聽(tīng)您說(shuō)的。”路茜說(shuō)。然而她的臉色蒼白，渾身發(fā)抖。
'Miss Manette, I know that you could never have feelings of love for me, a man who has spent his life so badly.'
“馬內(nèi)恃小姐，我知道您是永遠(yuǎn)不會(huì)對(duì)我有愛(ài)情的。我這個(gè)人生活得這么糟糕。”
'Even without my love, Mr Carton, can I not save you? Can I not help you?'
“即便沒(méi)有愛(ài)情，卡登先生，難道我就不能挽救您嗎?我不能幫您嗎?”
'No, Miss Manette, ' said Carton.'Even if it was possible for you to love me, it is too late for me. I would only make you sad, and destroy your life. But it has been a last dream of my heart. To see you and your father together, to see the home that you have made for him—this has brought back old and happier memories for me.'
“不，馬內(nèi)特小姐，”卡登說(shuō)。“即使您可能愛(ài)我，那對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)也已經(jīng)太晚了。我只會(huì)讓您傷心，從而毀了您的生活。但那也是我心中最后的一個(gè)夢(mèng)想。能看到您和您的父親在一起，看到您為他建起的這個(gè)家——這已經(jīng)為我?guī)Щ亓四枪爬隙腋５幕貞洝?rdquo;
'Can I do nothing to help you?' asked Lucie sadly.
“我就不能為您做點(diǎn)兒什么嗎?”路茜悲傷地問(wèn)。
'Only this, Miss Manette. Let me remember that I spoke to you of the feelings of my heart, and that you were kind and gentle towards me.'
“僅此而已，馬內(nèi)特小姐，就讓我記住我曾對(duì)您說(shuō)過(guò)我心中的感情，而您對(duì)我又關(guān)懷又體貼。”
'Oh, Mr Carton. Try again to change.'
“哦，卡登先生，再試著去改變一下吧。”
'No, Miss Manette, it is too late. My bad habits will never change now. But tell me that you will never speak of what I have said today, not to anyone, not even to the person dearest to you.'
“不，馬內(nèi)特小姐，這太晚了。我的壞毛病永遠(yuǎn)也不會(huì)改掉了。但是請(qǐng)您告訴我您以后絕不會(huì)提起我今天對(duì)您說(shuō)過(guò)的話，不要告訴任何人，甚至您最親愛(ài)的人。”
'Mr Carton, ' said Lucie.'This is your secret. No one will ever know of it from me.'
“卡登先生，”路茜說(shuō)。“這是您的隱私，不會(huì)有人從我這兒知道這些的。”
'Thank you, Miss Manette. I shall never speak of this again. But in the hour of my death, it will be a happy memory for me that my last words of love were to you.'
“謝謝您，馬內(nèi)特小姐。我不會(huì)再說(shuō)這些了，但在我死的時(shí)候，我會(huì)因?yàn)槲易詈蟮膼?ài)情表白是對(duì)您說(shuō)的而留下幸福的回憶。”
Lucie had never heard Mr Carton speak like this before. Tears came to her eyes as she thought of his hopeless, miserable life.
路茜以前從未聽(tīng)過(guò)卡登先生這么說(shuō)過(guò)，一想到他絕望、不幸的生活，她的眼里就充滿了淚水。
'Don't cry, ' said Sydney Carton.'I am not worth your love. But you should know that for you, or for anyone close to you, I would do anything. Please remember always, that there is a man who would give his life to keep someone you love alive and close to you. Goodbye, Miss Manette.'
“不要哭，”西得尼·卡登說(shuō)。“我不值得您愛(ài)，但是您要知道我會(huì)樂(lè)意對(duì)您或任何您親近的人做任何事情的。請(qǐng)永遠(yuǎn)記住，這里有一個(gè)男人，他將不惜自己的生命去保護(hù)您所愛(ài)的人的生命，并為了讓他和您永遠(yuǎn)在一起而不惜一切。再見(jiàn)，馬內(nèi)特小姐。”
On the day of Lucie's marriage to Charles Darnay, Mr Lorry and Miss Pross stood, with Lucie, outside the door of Dr Manette's room. Inside, the Doctor and Mr Darnay had been talking together for a long time.
在路茜嫁給查爾斯·代爾那的這天，勞里先生和普羅斯小姐陪路茜站在馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生的房門(mén)外。屋子里，醫(yī)生和代爾那先生已經(jīng)在一起談了很長(zhǎng)時(shí)間。
Soon it would be time to leave for the church. Lucie looked very beautiful, and Mr Lorry watched her proudly. He talked about the day, So long ago, when he had brought Lucie, as a baby in his arms, from France to England. Miss Pross, too, had her memories and thought fondly of her brother Solomon. He had stolen money from her many years ago and she had never seen him since then, but she still loved him.
很快就將是去教堂的時(shí)間了。路茜顯得非常漂亮。勞里先生驕傲地看著她。他說(shuō)起了多年前他把路茜抱在懷里從法國(guó)去英國(guó)那天的事。普羅斯小姐也回憶起往事并深情地想起了她的弟弟所羅門(mén)。好多年前他偷了她的錢(qián)，從那以后她就再?zèng)]見(jiàn)過(guò)他，但她仍舊愛(ài)他。
The door of the Doctor's room opened and he came out with Charles Darnay. The Doctor's face was white, but he was calm. He took his daughter's arm and they went out to the waiting coach. The others followed in a second coach and soon, in a nearby church, Lucie Manette and Charles Darnay were marrined.
醫(yī)生的房門(mén)打開(kāi)了。他和查爾斯·代爾那走了出來(lái)。醫(yī)生的臉色蒼白但仍很鎮(zhèn)靜。他挽起女兒的胳膊走向已在等候的馬車(chē)。其他人則乘坐第二輛馬車(chē)跟隨其后。很快路茜·馬內(nèi)特和查爾斯·代爾那就在附近的一個(gè)教堂里舉行了婚禮。
After the marriage Lucie and Charles came back to the house for breakfast, and then Lucie had to say goodbye to her father for two weeks—the first time they had not been together since his return from Paris.
婚禮結(jié)束后路茜和查爾斯回到家里吃早餐，然后路茜不得不和父親告別兩個(gè)星期——這是他從巴黎回來(lái)后他們第一次分開(kāi)。
When Lucie and Charles had left, Mr Lorry noticed a change in the Doctor. A little sadness was natural, but there was a lost, frightened look in the Doctor's eyes, which worried Mr Lorry very much. When he left to go to Tellson's Bank, he whispered to Miss Pross that he would return as quickly as he could.
路茜和查爾斯走后，勞里先生注意到醫(yī)生的變化。有一些傷感是自然的，但是在他的眼睛里有一種失落、恐懼的神情，這使勞里先生非常擔(dān)憂。在他要去臺(tái)爾森銀行時(shí)，他小聲對(duì)普羅斯小姐說(shuō)了他將盡快回來(lái)。
Two hours later he hurried back to the house, and Miss Pross met him at the door.
兩個(gè)小時(shí)之后他匆忙返回時(shí)，普羅斯小姐在門(mén)口迎住了他。
'Oh, what shall we do, Mr Lorry?' she cried.'He doesn't know me, and is making shoes again!'
而且又開(kāi)始做起鞋子來(lái)了。”
Mr Lorry went up to the Doctor's room.'Dr Manette, my dear friend. Look at me. Don't you remember me?'
勞里先生上樓來(lái)到醫(yī)生的房間。“馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生，我親愛(ài)的朋友，看著我，你不記得我了嗎?”
But Dr Manette said nothing and worked on in silence. Once again, he was a prisoner in the Bastille, without friends or family, without even a name of his own.
可馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生什么話也沒(méi)說(shuō)，只是默默地做著他的活兒。他又成了巴士底獄里的囚犯了，沒(méi)有朋友，沒(méi)有家，甚至連名字都沒(méi)有。
For nine days and nine nights the shoemaker worked on, leaving his table only to sleep, eat, or walk up and down his room. Mr Lorry sat with him night and day, talking gently to him from time to time, trying to bring his friend's mind back to the present.
連著9天9夜鞋匠一直在做他的活兒，只是在睡覺(jué)，吃飯或在屋子里走來(lái)走去時(shí)才離開(kāi)工作臺(tái)。勞里先生日夜陪著他，時(shí)不時(shí)地輕聲和他說(shuō)著話，竭力想把他朋友的思緒帶回到現(xiàn)實(shí)中來(lái)。
Then at last, on the tenth morning, the shoemaking work was put away, and Dr Alexandre Manette, pale but calm, was his old self again. Lucie was never told, and in the quiet and happy years that followed her marriage, Dr Manette remained strong in mind and body.
最后，在第10天的早晨，做鞋的工作被拋到了一邊。亞歷山大·馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生——臉色蒼白卻很平靜，這時(shí)又恢復(fù)了他應(yīng)有的神情。路茜沒(méi)有被告知這些，而且在她婚后寧?kù)o而幸福的日子里，馬內(nèi)特醫(yī)生始終保持著強(qiáng)健的心理和身體狀態(tài)。