暮光之城?暮色 第265期:第十六章 卡萊爾(3)

[00:00:01]It was also unsettling to know that he spoke aloud only for my benefit. 知道他是為了我才這樣大聲說(shuō)話(huà)，也是件讓人困擾的事。 [00:05:14]After another warm smile for me, Carlisle left the room. 卡萊爾再次向我溫和地一笑，然后離開(kāi)了房間。 [00:09:06]I stared at the little picture of Carlisle's hometown for a long moment. 我看著這張小小的關(guān)于卡萊爾的家鄉(xiāng)的圖畫(huà)，看了許久。 [00:12:39]What happened then? I finally asked, staring up at Edward, who was watching me. When he realized what had happened to him? “后來(lái)發(fā)生了什么?”我最終問(wèn)道，抬頭看著愛(ài)德華，他正注視著我?！霸谒庾R(shí)到自己發(fā)生了什么事以后?” [00:21:45]He glanced back to the paintings, and I looked to see which image caught his interest now. It was a larger landscape in dull fall colors 他看回了那些油畫(huà)上，而我看到了是什么樣的圖畫(huà)吸引了他的興趣。那是一張更大的風(fēng)景畫(huà)，用各種黯淡的秋色畫(huà)成的 [00:29:57]an empty, shadowed meadow in a forest, with a craggy peak in the distance. 森林中的一片空蕩蕩的，晦暗的草地，遠(yuǎn)處是一座險(xiǎn)峻的山峰。 [00:35:25]When he knew what he had become, Edward said quietly, he rebelled against it. He tried to destroy himself. But that's not easily done. “當(dāng)他知道自己變成了什么以后，”愛(ài)德華安靜地說(shuō)道。“他十分厭惡這一點(diǎn)。他試圖毀滅自己。但這不是件容易的事?” [00:45:31]How? I didn't mean to say it aloud, but the word broke through my shock. “怎樣?”我并不是有意要這樣大聲地說(shuō)出來(lái)的，但這些話(huà)在震驚中沖口而出。 [00:50:44]He jumped from great heights, Edward told me, his voice impassive. “他從很高的海拔上跳了下來(lái)。”愛(ài)德華告訴我，他的聲音很冷淡。 [00:55:56]He tried to drown himself in the ocean… but he was young to the new life, and very strong. “他試圖把自己溺死在海里……但他剛剛經(jīng)歷了新生，非常年輕，也非常強(qiáng)壯。 [01:01:57]It is amazing that he was able to resist… feeding… while he was still so new. The instinct is more powerful then, it takes over everything. 最驚人的是他居然能夠忍耐住……不進(jìn)食……在他還是新手的時(shí)候。那時(shí)那種本能會(huì)更為強(qiáng)烈，幾乎可以征服一切。 [01:13:50]But he was so repelled by himself that he had the strength to try to kill himself with starvation. 但他是如此地厭惡自己，他的信念是如此地堅(jiān)強(qiáng)，居然想要餓死自己?！? [01:19:08]Is that possible? My voice was faint. “這可能嗎?”我的聲音很微弱。 [01:24:26]No, there are very few ways we can be killed. “不，沒(méi)有多少方法能殺死我們。” [01:27:17]I opened my mouth to ask, but he spoke before I could. 我張開(kāi)嘴想要提問(wèn)，但在我出聲以前他就說(shuō)話(huà)了。 [01:31:26]So he grew very hungry, and eventually weak. He strayed as far as he could from the human populace, recognizing that his willpower was weakening, too. “所以他非常的饑餓，而且最終虛弱起來(lái)。他在遠(yuǎn)離人群的地方流浪，他認(rèn)識(shí)到自己的意志力也在變得薄弱。 [01:42:57]For months he wandered by night, seeking the loneliest places, loathing himself. 一連好幾個(gè)月他在夜里游蕩著，尋找著最孤寂的地方，嫌惡著自己。”

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