暮光之城?暮色 第101期:第七章 夢(mèng)魘(10)

[00:01.07]If Edward was a vampire, I could hardly make myself think the words 如果愛(ài)德華真的是一個(gè)吸血鬼，我很難讓自己去想這個(gè)詞 [00:05.05]then what should I do? Involving someone else was definitely out. 我該怎么辦?讓別人牽連進(jìn)來(lái)顯然是不行的。 [00:10.40]I couldn't even believe myself; anyone I told would have me committed. 我甚至不敢相信自己。不管我告訴誰(shuí)，我都得承擔(dān)相應(yīng)的責(zé)任。 [00:15.34]Only two options seemed practical. The first was to take his advice: 只有兩個(gè)選項(xiàng)似乎比較有可行性。第一個(gè)是聽(tīng)取他的建議： [00:20.28]to be smart, to avoid him as much as possible. To cancel our plans, 聰明點(diǎn)，離他遠(yuǎn)遠(yuǎn)的。取消我們的計(jì)劃， [00:24.93]to go back to ignoring him as far as I was able. 回到盡可能無(wú)視他的狀態(tài)。 [00:28.24]To pretend there was an impenetrably thick glass wall between us in the one class where we were forced together. 當(dāng)我們被迫坐在一起上課的時(shí)候，假裝我們之間有一堵無(wú)法穿透的，厚厚的玻璃墻。 [00:34.26]To tell him to leave me alone — and mean it this time. 告訴他離自己遠(yuǎn)點(diǎn)——而且這一次要表現(xiàn)出來(lái)。 [00:38.67]I was gripped in a sudden agony of despair as I considered that alternative. 當(dāng)我思考著這個(gè)選擇的時(shí)候，我忽然陷入了一種絕望的痛苦之中。 [00:43.99]My mind rejected the pain, quickly skipping on to the next option. 我的心抗拒著這種痛苦，迅速跳到下一個(gè)選項(xiàng)。 [00:48.54]I could do nothing different. After all, if he was something… 我什么也不用做。畢竟，就算他是某種 [00:54.07]sinister, he'd done nothing to hurt me so far. 危險(xiǎn)的存在，至今他也沒(méi)做什么傷害我的事。 [00:57.46]In fact, I would be a dent in Tyler's fender if he hadn't acted so quickly. 事實(shí)上，如果他的動(dòng)作不是那么快的話，我本來(lái)會(huì)成為泰勒的擋泥板下的一道凹痕的。 [01:03.12]So quickly, I argued with myself, that it might have been sheer reflexes. 這么快，我和自己爭(zhēng)論著，這絕對(duì)反映了一些問(wèn)題。 [01:08.34]But if it was a reflex to save lives, how bad could he be? 但如果這種反映是用來(lái)拯救生命的，他能有多壞? [01:13.15]I retorted. My head spun around in answerless circles. 我反駁著。我的腦子徒勞無(wú)功地轉(zhuǎn)著。 [01:17.09]There was one thing I was sure of, if I was sure of anything. 如果我能肯定什么事的話，有一件事情我很肯定。 [01:21.21]The dark Edward in my dream last night was a reflection only of my fear of the word Jacob had spoken, 昨晚我夢(mèng)里的那個(gè)黑暗的愛(ài)德華只是我對(duì)雅克布所說(shuō)的話而產(chǎn)生的恐懼的表現(xiàn)， [01:27.85]and not Edward himself. Even so, when I'd screamed out in terror at the werewolf's lunge, 并非愛(ài)德華本人。雖然如此，當(dāng)我因?yàn)槔侨说倪M(jìn)攻而驚恐地尖叫出聲的時(shí)候， [01:35.25]it wasn't fear for the wolf that brought the cry of "no" to my lips. 我也不是因?yàn)楹ε吕嵌鴱淖炖锖俺隽恕安弧薄? [01:39.32]It was fear that he would be harmed，even as he called to me with sharp-edged fangs, I feared for him. 我只是害怕著他可能會(huì)受傷，即使他露出鋒利的尖牙呼喚著我，我也在為他擔(dān)心著。

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