My diary, which I have for some time neglected, came before me today; and I am amazed to see how deliberately I have entangled myself step by step. To have seen my position so clearly, and yet to have acted so like a child! Even still I behold the result plainly, and yet have no thought of acting with greater prudence.
我的日記本好些時候以來給丟在一邊,今天又讓我無意間翻了開來。我很詫異,我竟是這樣睜著眼睛一步一步地陷進了眼前的尷尬境地!我對自己的處境一直看得清清楚楚,可行動卻像個小孩子似的;現(xiàn)在也仍然看得十分清楚,但就是沒有絲毫悔改之意。